We have a list.
This list is saved on our computer ready to be used at any time.
This list consists of companies to change our address with, medical records we need to pick up, and utilities we need to get changed.
It is our moving list.
Eric and I have been married for almost ten years now; we have moved seven times. Three of those moves were to different states.
Why do I bring this up?
We might be getting that list out again soon.
I don't want to have to use that list again.
But in my husband's industry it is inevitable.
We don't know anything for sure yet... in fact our last few moves, we knew about six weeks before we moved where we would be going. Yes, I said weeks.
So I wait... I try not to think about it. I try and live life like I will be here forever, otherwise I would never really live anywhere.
So I wait, the knot in my stomach grows... I know I will be fine, but I really just don't want to move.